I want to put a disclaimer on this entry: I am not complaining about being pregnant. I am enjoying the fact that I am pregnant, I just am having a bit of a funk....
A couple of my friends are going through some struggles with their marriages. They are people that have been married for 10+ years and have hit some problems in their marriages and some of them are on their way to a divorce and I am truly saddened for them. I have only known a few people that have gotten a divorce and maybe because some of the problems they have had are ones that Mike and I have had and we worked through them. We were one of the lucky couples that became healthier for ourselves and thus it made our relationship and our marriage healthier. A year ago we were almost them and I am so Grateful today that we aren't. That Mike and I are together and are looking forward to a WONDERFUL life together.
Okay, enough about that....I struggled getting the motivation today to work out. My back has been hurting all day - and I want to Thank all of you who have suggested things to do....People keep telling me to go to the Chiropractor but I just can't do it. I didn't have a good experience at one and I felt worse when I left. and I really don't think that this is the time to "chance" that it will work this time. Yes I could have gone to a bad chiropractor and my parents who used to say they don't do any good, now go to one, at least my mom and it's totally helped her. I think it's one of those things where when you get sick people give you all this advice on how to get better, and while somethings worked for one person it may not work for me. I don't want people to think I am not grateful - Again see above, I think I am in a funk....
But I have to say that I am SUPER excited about being a mommy...I look pregnant even more so then the picture above. I feel pregnant, I feel like people are seeing me as pregnant now and it's a good feeling. Mike leaned over last night in bed and put his hand on my tummy and said "goodnight peanut" and it made me feel so good and really excited about becoming a parent. I know that we can do this. I know that it will be scary, and crazy and we will lose a TON of sleep but it will all be worth it when we see our little peanut for the first time and when peanut grabs our finger for the first time or says Mommy or Daddy...
I am hoping my funk will be gone tomorrow. I am sure it's just the gloom that has been over our state for the past couple of days and things with my friends. On the plus side I get to share my pregnancy experience with 3 of my good friends and my aunt. Who could ask for better companions~
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